Karma retribution for harm.

I look back now at what has been before. My history, my life. I find it has been full of traits.

Loyalty. Strength. Defiance. Independence. Compassion. Passion. Defiance. 

Addictive. Lost. Insecure. Vulnerable. Determination. Many traits and let’s not forget traitors.

Those who know the truth but choose to ignore it. 

They don’t necessarily betray you directly, but their existence is about betrayal, deceit, traitors to the mask they wear. Traitors to the earth and its honest thrum. They reach out their pain and discomfort on their nearest and dearest. They do not look back and reflect on the easy path they took, to expel their angers, making your friendship nothing but strangers. 

Those who worm their way into your heart or soul by sharing your song. Then warp those very same sounds into something truly wrong. 

They live in ivory towers, rain down destructive behaviours and touch those they meet with their damaged relations.

These people are not wise. They are, quite simply, choosing a demise. They make the choice, to ignore the good in themselves and testify to self despise.

They may have suffered trauma. We all do. In some shape or form. All individualised. None of it about comparison. All of it unique. What makes the difference between the traitors and the rest of us, is what we do to overcome our traumas. What makes the difference is accepting what is right, not who.

Who braves their soul and seeks help?

Who hides from their soul and seeks oblivion?

They make the choice, to ignore their conscience and continue to expel blame.

Then they wonder why nothing good ever becomes of them, their experiences remain the same.

We are all mirrors. That which we imagine, feel or give out, we get back. 

Karma retribution for harm. Every action has a reaction. Including inaction.

My life has been full of reactions. Now I am left leading the more thoughtful action.

Change.

I see the way forward.

Embrace yourself, embrace your soul, learn your hardships and change the pattern of destruction.

Become one with yourself. Love yourself before you inflict yourself on anyone else.

Be alone. Be one. Come undone.

Change. Grow. Evolve.

Start again. Be honest. Find truth.

The final trait will see you home, you will never be alone.

When you have honesty.